Everybody has things in their life that pull at them and make them cynical, jaded and unhappy. You have to fight those things off like a dragon with fire breath." .

I was talking to some of my old classmates back and I realized how plastic they all are, what a waste of my time,interacting with these creatures.They selfishly guard their own interest at your expense. Well anyway I wouldn't have anymore to do with them,good riddance. I don't understand their cycle of thoughts and actions that amount to it.Dammit

hello, i must go on a undauntable quest for shopping, shop till I go mad. Before the muthafuckin exam open its jaws to lunge at me again. This year has been a really tiresome year. I dropped some friends that i may never ever see again. But I'm glad. The old has gone to make space for the new. I met a really nice person from my past that I willingly let go a couple of years back. And shes back again. I used to like her whn i was 14 or like 12. But those old feelings of adrenaline rush eventually faded away into a beautiful budding friendship. Shes a great friend, she taught me how to love and be selfless. Something I never really thought about, something that doesn't hold any meaning in this structured society. But I still hold my ground for anyone new.GOODBYE

I'm so scared,to be with you.im sorry

Hello world. I feel solemn and sad. My exams are coming, I've yet to prove my worth in school for the remaining 3 weeks but god I don't give a damn about it.I'm fucking lazy, so goddamn lazy to study, all i do all day is talk on the phone, hang out after school, get people to do my art for me and then claim it as my own verbally.I'm so disgusted with myself, I feel like I'm crawling over my days in school. I honestly don't know whats wrong with me. I hope I sort out my feelings in time to come.

Now of MELLE - BAPE [LOVE] says:
make sure pz her asss out okay?
MELLE - BAPE [LOVE] says:
make sure she don't go and play so much
MELLE - BAPE [LOVE] says:
and..
MELLE - BAPE [LOVE] says:
don't always help her do her work
MELLE - BAPE [LOVE] says:
teach her and let her understand
MELLE - BAPE [LOVE] says:
thank you.
MELLE - BAPE [LOVE] says:
and oh!
MELLE - BAPE [LOVE] says:
please tell her to take care of her skin
MELLE - BAPE [LOVE] says:
and don't worry about unnecessary stuff..
MELLE - BAPE [LOVE] says:
this ain't the right time to have a bf
MELLE - BAPE [LOVE] says:
she deserves better
MELLE - BAPE [LOVE] says:
and please remind her to stop being so negative..
MELLE - BAPE [LOVE] says:
yupyup
MELLE - BAPE [LOVE] says:
thats all..



I miss you.Why do you have to push me to him.

I am what I am. So many things have happened, i don't even know where to begin,but no one even cares anymore.
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